Dreadful Sorry: Essays on an American Nostalgia (pre-order)

By Jennifer Niesslein


Candid essays on personal and cultural American nostalgia, focusing on the author's working-class, Rust Belt family history. 

What does it mean to be nostalgic for the American past? The feeling has been co-opted by the far right (“Make America Great Again,” after all, is a plea for the past), and associated with violent periods of our country’s history when white supremacy was even more dominant than today.  Can a liberal white woman still be sentimental about her childhood, her European immigrant family history, her working-class upbringing? 

In Dreadful Sorry, Jennifer Niesslein explores her “nostalgia problem” with grace and curiosity. The essays recount her thoughts upon rewatching Little Women with her sisters and mother, her hand-to-mouth childhood, the effect being “not the right kind of white” had on her Polish immigrant ancestors in the U.S, and her family’s own racism. Niesslein weaves together personal and structural questions of class, whiteness, history, and family with humor and charisma. 

A book for anyone who wants to think about their relationship to their childhood, family history, and place. 

Jennifer Niesslein is the editor and founder of the website Full Grown People, editor of two FGP anthologies, and author of one memoir. Originally from western Pennsylvania, she lives in Charlottesville, Virginia.

Advance praise for Dreadful Sorry:

"In this time of reckoning around race, the past, the present, and the future, Niesslein looks inward, and the result is a candid, unflinching, deeply personal meditation on whiteness, family, and history. These essays are revelatory, raw, and real, everything good storytelling should be."Deesha Philyaw, author of The Secret Lives of Church Ladies

"Jennifer Niesslein’s fearless, beautiful “Dreadful Sorry” takes on American myths, childhood memories, family history, and ghosts personal and public with wit, love, and a journalist’s flair. “Dreadful Sorry” invites us to consider the nostalgia we create for future generations. This book is a wonder in all the best ways."Jessica Handler, author of The Magnetic Girl

"Niesslein’s brilliant ancestral memoir is both searchingly personal and slyly political, and it asks the hardest questions about privilege and its haunting, murderous history. It's a book about longing for the past even as it’s also a meditation on the dangers of that very longing, and it’s also just a totally delightful read: wryly hilarious and candidly, quietly illuminating. I loved it."Catherine Newman, author of Waiting for Birdy and How to Be a Person 

MARCH 1, 2022 | ISBN: 978-1-953368-03-4 | ESSAYS | 5 x 7 | PAPERBACK | 162 PAGES